Stressed

Today is a pretty stressful day for me... things are starting to set in and the stress is starting to get to me emotionally. I'm having a hard time accepting that this is it for me... this is my life... don't get me wrong I love being a Mom there's no doubt about that... but the fact that this is all I am or will be can't be right and as of this time that's all I am. It's a hard job and I'm always thinking I could do better. I just need to remind myself that this is the sacrifice I make to be a mom, and a stay at home mom. I just hope something good happens soon... my luck has been awful lately!