I don't really know how to start this blog today... I know I have a lot on my mind and so much going on right now, but for some reason I can't put it all into words. I am taking a new step in my life that is way past due, well at least in my opinion. I love being a mommy and I love being a wife but I think it's time that I give myself some attention. When I do give myself attention I think I'm making my self a better Mother and wife. I need some balance in my life right now and well sense things are working out in that area at the time I'll take advantage of it.
I pretty much love what I'm doing right now I feel so much better. I feel like I am actually making something of my self and I feel happy about what I'm doing in this life at this moment. I don't feel completely worthless! I don't like to tell people a lot of what's going on just because most people I know also try to bring me down and think I can't accomplish my goals so very few of the people I know actually know what's going on at the moment! I am also so grateful for my babysitter Jess! She has saved my life she is good with kids and hey I can afford her. :) I'm just really excited about the next chapter in my life!
"The great thing in this world is not so much where we stand, as in what direction we are moving"
