Expect the un-expected!

I'm not really in a mood to talk alot about what's going on in my life right now but I'll just say it's the hardest thing I've ever had to dijest and handle. I can't help but blame myself for the promblems in my life... even tho they really aren't my fault, but I just take blame. I feel so blind about this world and the people in it. So many people are just mean... and disrespectful. The hardest part for me isn't so much forgiving someone, but forgetting what they did to me. I just have to find a way to get back to who I am and what's important. Wish me luck.