Stepping Up My Game!

So lately I have been doing pretty good with the dieting I know I'm gonna have bad weeks and I know I am gonna have good weeks! I have to admit I didn't do so great this weekend and the end of last week... I kept going up 2-4 pounds and back down it was weird... so on Sunday I had put on 4 pounds and realized I needed to keep going forward... not backwards so I started my working out and back on strict dieting. I have to say I'm super impressed with myself I have lost 7 lbs so far this week ... I still have 3 more days left in this week and I plan to lose more... hopefully! So all together I've lost 22 lbs and I'm happy with that, I hope to have lost 25 -30 pounds by Sunday! I know if I stick to working out 2-3 times a day and eating really healthy I will be happy with whatever the scale shows because I know I'm being a healthier person and more active!!! Wish me luck!

Special

I love moments like this!! Eric loving on his kids and he crashes... He works so hard for us :).

20 Down 30 more to go!

Alright I started this weight loss journey 5 weeks ago and I must say I am very happy with how well I am doing!!! I have officially lost 20 lbs and still losing! I love the new me, I love how motivated I am to keep going!! I don't have a hard time turning down the food I love! I have given myself some goodies and it didn't effect my weightloss so that's a plus. I am gonna start working even harder to get to my weightloss goal by the end of May and I have 2 months to do it so wish me luck I know I'm gonna need it!! I'm happier, healthier and I'm so amazed at how great I feel! I'm loving the new me.

Hold On To What You Believe

I cant promise you that I wont let you down
And I
I cant promise you that I will be the only one around
When your hope falls down
But were young
Open flowers in the windy fields of this war-torn world
And love
This city breathes the plague of loving things more than their creators

I ran away
I could not take the burden of both me and you
It was too fast
Casting love on me as if it were a spell I could not break
When it was a promise I could not make

But what if I was wrong?

But hold on to what you believe in the light
When the darkness has robbed you of all your sight

And now this land
Means less and less to me without you breathing through its trees
At every turn
The water runs away from me and the halo disappears
And the hole when youre not near

So what if I was wrong?

But hold on to what you believe in the light
When the darkness has robbed you of all your sight

So hold on to what you believed in the light

Weight Loss Update and Life

Alright... well, lately I've been way way way sick! It was like nothing I've ever felt in my life!!! Body aches, fever, bronchitis.... it sucks and I'm off my antibiotics but I can't seem to get all this crap out of my lungs so I sounds like a 60 year old smoker!! BLAH!!! Anyways, me and Eric have decided to put off on having a baby right now we tried for 7 months and nothing so we decided to take the spring and summer off and try this fall... maybe... Plus I'm now thinking there are things that I need to get done before having another child, like take care of me and my personal needs, and maybe live a little more I'm only 24 and I feel like I'm 34... not that 34 is old I just feel 10 years older than I should, I think.... Any who. The whole weight loss thing is still going I didn't get to blog about it last week because I was so ill and didn't leave my bed, and I lost 2 pounds last week and for reasons I won't say I put those 2 back on... I will promise I did not cheat or eat badly, but I have lost those 2 pounds and I have a feeling I'll lose more by the end of this week so that should be good!! I am pretty proud of myself for eating healthy and keeping this weight off! I know I didn't lose another 7 pounds, but I knew I couldn't lose 7 pounds EVERY week! I know I want to try to lose more than 2 this week so I will let you know how that goes! Also after I can breathe again I need to start working out and I have a friend who is always down to workout and kick butt so that's a plus! Wish me luck and thanks! :)

Weightloss and LIfe

So this last week I have been extremely bored... except last night me and Eric finally got to go on a date and we totally needed it! I love going on dates and we really don't get to go out very often! Alright so I'm still dieting doing better I feel it's getting a little easier and seeing the weight coming off helps! 2 weeks and I'm down 14 pounds! I'm happy with it but I know it's not always this easy to lose weight you hit a mark and it takes a lot more than just eating right. I've been looking into some personal trainers and different things that would work for me... I wanna do something fun when it comes to working out so I'm down to try whatever! I'm trying Zumba next week... that seems to be the big thing right now, and I've heard it's pretty fun so I'll try it! I didn't cheat as bad this weekend but still had the same results so oh well I'm just happy the numbers are going down not up! Hopefully I can keep losing!